You know what you can. Other people live their lives, make their decisions. And you are you. It is terrible to decide for yourself, terrible to live - but you are not a coward. You will be great. I understood something important today. No one sees who you really are. All in their heads only stereotypes associated with you. You are one big stereotype for them. I want to remind you that whoever sees you as family, friends, people, is not necessarily you. You are much more than a list of features a…